Only validation can sustain me

My mood is so inconsistent these days.
This is not a cognizant I/O it's a chemical fuckup.
If I don't transpose to a HPM positive-affect environment I will probably just sit in my dorm all day doing ABSOLUTELY NOTHING and drinking alcohol. I've calculated that this is suboptimal.

To achieve this counter-effect I will literally just go and walk around high-population-density public spaces for a few hours. It's guaranteed that I will here encounter some, if not plentiful, attributes of enthusiastic, inspiring pre-flirtation and I will smile.

I have to do this at least once every other day.

I can relate to a lot of your problems. Are you around the same age as me?

I'm twenty tbh.

The fact that so many young men are suffering from depression is a damning indictment of the state of our female-pandering, male-hating modern society.

I'm not depressed I'm just trying to manage my mood. Atm I'm mostly just bored, hence the shitposting.